Changes in Vogelville

Life is changing here in Vogelville.

You see, I have decided to go back to work. As of January, I am quitting the dayhome, and I will be "employed" again.

I am very excited about the change. While I have loooooved being home for an extra 6 months with my kids, I have found that having the dayhome has been hard on me, and hard on my family. It seems like I have no real "quality" time to spend with my kids. During the day, I am preoccupied with being a referee, cleaning, cooking, changing bums etc., so I dont really "see" them then, and then in the evenings I am so done with kids, that I just count the minutes til bedtime.

So, after much soul searching, and thinking, I started job searching.

And I got one.

And so life will be changing here.

I know that the kids will do fine, I have found a dayhome for the monkeys, and I know they will be well taken care of, and I know Sweeter will be fine. I must admit that I am little worried about my small man. He is a bit of a Mama's Boy (which I love :) but I know after an adjustment period he will be fine, and thrive too.

While I do feel alot of guilt about leaving my kids when I technically could be home with them, I really do think this will be a good change for us. Crossing my fingers that I am right.